i've got some shit talking to do...and i believe that this may be the first entry i've ever made. so yay! well lately things have been changing 'round here. and honestly i have no fucking idea why. it kinda pisses me off because i really love my friends...sometimes it just seems as though they don't love me as much. i put so much effort into everything and i feel i recieve nothing in return. it makes me sad. my friends are all i have. they keep my sane, they make me laugh. things need to change. i want everything to go back to the way they used to be. don't you?